Ludwika

I have been on an adventure. I fell out of bed. Yes, a curious thing. As my head hit the floor, the angle was so precarious I was thankful my neck didn’t break. That’s what I thought as my head hit the floor. Not good. 
Later in the day, in front of 3 people, I flat out fainted. As in, standing up one moment, on the deck the next. My head got another, “bonk”. 
Merited me a trip, out town, in an ambulance. An hour and a half sojourn. 
Sort of pathetic situation. No hospital rooms here. Three hours away, east, or south. And, they would have sent me! If I needed a hospital room.
Got all my tests, and I apparently looked better, cause the doctor said I could go home. According to hospital records, grim. They are ruling out heart failure, breast cancer, and a hiatal hernia. (With a surgeon running around with a scalpel in his hind pocket, drumming up business.)
My theory, (bit of a learning curve here, albiet, a tad late in the game.) The doctor that called the ambulance on me started, unceremoniously quizzing me on my, um, water intake. I had a hard time scrounging up a glass, the day before. That, with a tad of stress, and, I was out for the count. 
I’m getting all sorts of tests to eliminate the dire things. But I have my suspicions, as my doctor does. We agree.  He’s doing his best to keep me alive, and, so far, pretty good. 
Anyhow, I’m feeling pretty good. Getting my strength back. And, um, drinking at least 6 glasses of water. 
Drink plenty of water!

I have read through this forum again and again and it simply can't be left unnoticed how much you love these spiritual discussions. 👨‍👦 If its proves anything, its your love for Jehovah. Every one of you; you are  awesome.  Don't give up!  ❤️ 

Been fighting depression. I’m on the uphill swing now. (Yes, it’s bad enough for me that I take medication) 
My point is, none of us ever know what, down deep, we are all going through. Except Jehovah. 
It was harder this time. You know what you are supposed to do Dragging myself to the meetings when I’d just like to stay home, in bed, was, easier when that meant going to the Kingdom Hall. 
Now, it’s too easy. It’s a matter of not turning the computer on. 
To be honest, it was scary. The first thing I think is, “Have I done something g to offend Jehovah?”  But, if I keep on keeping on, (no matter what I think, or feel) I eventually surface on the other side of whatever I’ve been going through. 
I mention this, because I suspect there are a lot of us out there. 
I know we are I am never alone, but, for little snippets of time, I may feel like it. 
Thanks for being out there, Dear Family. ❤️

Is anyone forgetting what wearing proper clothes is like ? Working from home and not leaving the house for meetings ! I had my coat on to pop into my office today before I realised I was wearing PJ bottoms !! And as for wearing any other shoe other than a trainer or a slipper ... unheard of