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Myew last won the day on February 20 2017

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About Myew

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    Doubting my ability to cope with human contact... still, you're awfully cute for a human.
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    Treetop Terrace, Spider Plains of Missouri.
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How I Found the Truth

  • How I found the Truth
    I was raised by Witness parents, knowing the Bible and loving Jehovah from infancy. However, I did not have strong active spiritual role models or goals, and had plenty of mental disorders. I developed several debilitating chronic illnesses starting around puberty, and felt stumbled due to fragrances causing me such pain. I didn't make any more spiritual progress and stopped attending meetings, but I continued to listen over the phone for about 15 years. My faith and spiritual habits steadily declined as I sank deeper into isolation and depression. (Pr 18:1) I lived a virtual life, addicted to the computer and internet for literal days at a time, and eventually hit rock bottom. I was in chronic fatigue, pain, sleep deprivation and suffered some brain damage, having no reason to live and always wishing for death. I came to realize one day, probably thanks to a witness online who sent me a talk, that I would never be happy focusing on myself. Jehovah never caused my suffering, he was still providing for my needs despite my selfish lifestyle, and he wanted to help me to come to serve him. However, I had to be willing to make changes, to show Jehovah that I wanted to come to know him better, to serve him and to trust him. I started a new routine of Bible reading and prayer, and started learning how to eat better so that I could perhaps reverse my disorders. However, I was still trapped in many addictive habits. In time, I was desperately praying for spiritual friends to replace my bad association. Jehovah sent a new Elder in the congregation to me, a former missionary and regular pioneer, probably the most zealous minister that I have ever met. Jehovah was also training him to learn patience as he spent years taking the time to write and talk with me, encouraging me and helping me to start studying again, becoming my closest friend. I started taking my health very seriously, viewing my diet and lifestyle as a way of giving my best to Jehovah, in order to become physically strong enough to worship him. Eventually, I became well enough that I was able to endure attending meetings, later followed by becoming a publisher thanks to letter writing, later still able to do a little door to door work and participate in meetings, and finally progressing to baptism after a total of some 6 years it took me to 'Return to Jehovah'. Jehovah has guided and supported me each step of the way, as long as I fully commit myself to relying on him and doing his will.

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    I am a religious Cat-holic*. (Addicted to all things feline. Thanks, Toxoplasmosis!)
    Some of my favorite pastimes include computers, technology, gaming, pixel and line art, storytelling, music, tiny homes, and the inconceivably vast cosmos.
  • My favorite books
    I'm especially partial to stories that reflect the dichotomy between tragedy and hope - Ruth is my favorite book in the scriptures. Recently I've gotten into the 'New World' novels. My favorite modern writings tend to be campy, humorous, satirical. I love comics and grew up with the best in Calvin & Hobbes. I enjoy the typical Sci-fi/Space Opera fare: Dr Who, Hitchhiker's Guide, Star Trek, Star Wars, War of the Worlds. Aside from the Bible, I don't really read physical books much, I lack focus and patience. I do enjoy audiobooks.
  • My favorite music
    Background music, scores and soundtracks, especially classic video game composers. More traditional styles I prefer are alternative, ambient, downtempo, epic orchestral, techno, and world music. Kingdom dirges & marches, Blue Man Group, John Williams, Jake Kaufman, Manami Matsumae, Hiroki Kikuta, Yoko Kanno.
  • My favorite movies
    Humor, tragedy, and science fiction. The Princess Bride, Cast Away, Jurassic Park, Star Wars.
  • My favorite quotes
    (Psalm 73:26) My body and my heart may fail, But God is the rock of my heart and my portion forever.

    (Nehemiah 8:10) He said to them: “Go, eat the choice things and drink what is sweet, and send portions of food to those who have nothing prepared; for this day is holy to our Lord, and do not feel sad, for the joy of Jehovah is your stronghold.”

    (2 Corinthians 1:3, 4) Praised be... the Father of tender mercies and the God of all comfort, 4 who comforts us in all our trials so that we may be able to comfort others in any sort of trial with the comfort that we receive from God.

    "You have two options. Either let this world drive you mad, or /choose/ to be insane." - Myew
    "I've got PLENTY of common sense! I just choose to ignore it. :D" - Calvin
    "I appear to be suffering from Catabolic Analysis Paralysis." - Myew
    "As Christian as possible under the circumstances." - Myew
    "As you wish." - Dwead Piwate Westley
    "Yes, I am just a little broken."

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  1. I don't think that I've ever related to you more than at this very moment. 😂 That series was my favorite and practically gave me a reason to keep on living despite trauma. Unfortunately, animation (and anime in particular) has reached the point where it's nearly impossible to find a new series that isn't overtly lewd, violent or spiritistic. I have absolutely no right to comment on this, as time and time again I have watched things that I should not have and come to regret it. I am extremely drawn to stories of drama, tragedy and 'love' which has tempted me down many dark paths. Hopefully, you can learn something from my naivete and inexperience without having to feel such regret yourself. That being said, I have a damaged conscience, so I can find fault with everything if I look for it. It's not my place to judge and that's not what I'm trying to do. Just a warning to keep an eye on how something makes you feel, and that if it's causing you regret or to feel like it's damaging your relationship with Jehovah, to be prepared to take action and let it go. (Psalm 101:2, 3) I will act with discretion and blamelessness. When will you come to me? I will walk with integrity of heart inside my house. 3 I will not set anything worthless before my eyes. I hate the deeds of those who deviate from what is right; I will have nothing to do with them. (John 3:20) For whoever practices vile things hates the light and does not come to the light, so that his works may not be reproved. Attack on Titan: Please don't watch this. It's extremely gorey and violent. Sword Art Online: Science fiction/virtual reality MMORPG turned into a game of life and death. RPG-esque violence and spiritism, occasionally lewd. My Hero Academia: Bullying and superhero violence, occasionally lewd. I don't know anything about the other two. Is Lavender https://myanimelist.net/anime/33352/Violet_Evergarden? I heard one sister mention she enjoyed it, but I haven't had Netflix for a while so I don't know. If you do choose to watch anime, please do so legally via Vrv (and consider paying to skip the advertisements to avoid the temptation to watch things better unseen) or Funimation or Hulu or Netflix or Amazon, etc if possible, rather than youtube, other websites or torrents. It took me years to stop pirating. (Zec 5:3-4, Ro 2:21) You can use sites like https://myanimelist.net/anime/10165/Nichijou or https://www.justwatch.com/us/tv-show/my-ordinary-life to see synopsies and where they may be legally hosted, but not always. For example, Nichijou is only on Funimation as far as I know. https://www.funimation.com/shows/nichijou-my-ordinary-life/ As far as I can recall, Nichijou is one of the best 'clean' anime series, it's animation based comedy which always makes me laugh out loud uncontrollably. Also, it has Sakamoto-san, the cat. The safest types of series to watch in general are sketch comedy, music, sports, or school drama, but that's by no means a guarantee. There are other dangers such as the trap of encouraging young people to date or the idea that they can have a perfect relationship. (Song of Solomon 8:4) I put you under oath, O daughters of Jerusalem: Do not try to awaken or arouse love in me until it feels inclined.” I do recall a few series that I really thoroughly enjoyed and I believe to be overall positive and 'clean', but again, it's been years since I've watched them so I might not remember something objectionable and I must leave it up to your own conscience. I did also enjoy Your Lie in April. Pretty much everything I watch makes me cry. Place to Place, another sketch comedy with light romance. Also cats, of course. https://myanimelist.net/anime/12291/Acchi_Kocchi_TV https://www.hulu.com/series/place-to-place-2d173cb4-2d88-4e63-b610-ce635a029948 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z4SIB7cShBM From Me To You: A very well done romance / slice of life / school drama series, possibly my favorite. https://myanimelist.net/anime/6045/Kimi_ni_Todoke https://vrv.co/series/GRDQVVNGY/Kimi-ni-Todoke-From-Me-To-You Sweetness & Lightning: The story of a single father striving to take care of his young daughter. Absolutely heartwarming and wholesome from what I recall. https://myanimelist.net/anime/32828/Amaama_to_Inazuma https://vrv.co/series/GY2PW408Y/sweetness-lightning March comes in like a Lion: A young man with an abusive upbringing learning what family means and how to cope with life. 'Sports' (Shogi/Japanese chess), slice of life. https://myanimelist.net/anime/31646/3-gatsu_no_Lion https://vrv.co/series/GRVNXWQZY/March-comes-in-like-a-lion Chihayafuru: Another 'sports', romance, and slice of life series. https://myanimelist.net/anime/10800/Chihayafuru https://vrv.co/series/GYGG57V3Y/Chihayafuru Chi's Sweet Home, original 2008 season. Sadly, I can't find the original season anywhere now. It's a children's animation about a cat. I didn't care as much for Chi's New Address and I don't like the new 3d remake Chi's Sweet Adventure. https://myanimelist.net/anime/3841/Chis_Sweet_Home https://vrv.co/series/G6P819456/Chis-Sweet-Home-Chis-New-Address I'm honestly afraid that something I've written here will come back to bite me. (Romans 1:28-32) Just as they did not see fit to acknowledge God, God gave them over to a disapproved mental state, to do the things not fitting. 29 And they were filled with all unrighteousness, wickedness, greed, and badness, being full of envy, murder, strife, deceit, and malice, being whisperers, 30 backbiters, haters of God, insolent, haughty, boastful, schemers of what is harmful, disobedient to parents, 31 without understanding, false to agreements, having no natural affection, and merciless. 32 Although these know full well the righteous decree of God—that those practicing such things are deserving of death—they not only keep on doing them but also approve of those practicing them.
  2. I should hope that noone on these forums is pro anorexia...
  3. For those who are still free from persecution, we need to remember that what we fear is often much worse and more disabling than what is or will be. (1 John 4:18) "There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts fear out, because fear restrains us. Indeed, the one who is fearful has not been made perfect in love." Jehovah will give his spirit to all such faithful brothers and sisters so that they may endure with integrity, peace and joy. (Romans 8:35-37) Who will separate us from the love of the Christ? Will tribulation or distress or persecution or hunger or nakedness or danger or sword? 36 Just as it is written: “For your sake we are being put to death all day long; we have been accounted as sheep for slaughtering.” 37 On the contrary, in all these things we are coming off completely victorious through the one who loved us. (Romans 5:3-5) Not only that, but let us rejoice while in tribulations, since we know that tribulation produces endurance; 4 endurance, in turn, an approved condition; the approved condition, in turn, hope, 5 and the hope does not lead to disappointment; because the love of God has been poured out into our hearts through the holy spirit, which was given to us. (1 Peter 4:12-14) Beloved ones, do not be surprised about the fiery trials that you are experiencing, as though something strange were happening to you. 13 On the contrary, go on rejoicing over the extent to which you are sharers in the sufferings of the Christ, so that you may rejoice and be overjoyed also during the revelation of his glory. 14 If you are being reproached for the name of Christ, you are happy, because the spirit of glory, yes, the spirit of God, is resting upon you.
  4. This thread. Alas, poor Solomon... (Proverbs 21:9) Better to dwell on a corner of the roof Than in the same house with a quarrelsome wife. (Proverbs 21:19) Better to dwell in the wilderness Than with a quarrelsome and irritable wife. (Proverbs 25:24) Better to dwell on a corner of the roof Than in the same house with a quarrelsome wife. (Proverbs 27:15) A quarrelsome wife is like a constantly leaking roof on a rainy day. (Proverbs 30:18, 19) There are three things that are beyond my comprehension, And four that I do not understand: 19 The way of an eagle in the heavens, The way of a serpent on a rock, The way of a ship in the open sea, And the way of a man with a young woman.
  5. I bought a two tiered steamer 4 years ago for about $36 total, and I'm still using it as my primary cooking device. https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B002SB8LPA/ They come with 8x egg slots in the plastic tray. Amazon's best sellers has some newer models too. https://www.amazon.com/gp/bestsellers/kitchen/678541011/
  6. I made another mess. Mine are just too soft I guess.
  7. Thanks, I'll give it a try. ❤️ I usually cook my eggs a bit soft though, so I don't know how they'll hold up. What I would usually do is crack the top of the egg gently with a spoon which lets steam out, and then steam them for about 9 minutes in a tray steamer. It's not worth it to me to break out the instant pot first thing in the morning and taking the time for it to heat up or cool down just for a couple of eggs... 8 minutes will leave the yolks runny, 9 minutes a little runny. I try not to cook the proteins overmuch, there's some nutrition benefits to more raw. Then I would pry off a bit of the top from the crack and stick the spoon in and work my way around it... but since I cook them soft they usually stick to the shell and break halfway and I'm sick of cleaning yolk off the counter and floors. I'm so tired and burnt out and lazy, I just want to eat already. 😿 I read fast when I am manic at 2AM...
  8. I always clean them off under running water. Large Brown Grade A Free Range yadda yadda eggs that say they're raised on local Amish and Mennonite farms. I can't find much cleaner than that. I just get tired of spending 5 minutes trying to shuck the armored plating off of my prey without damaging it or making a mess.
  9. I've started eating eggs again recently... but y'alls recipes are too fancy for me. I just steam them and eat them whole, shell included.
  10. I saw this in my inbox, it's an acetone breath analyzer for measuring your ketone levels. https://www.indiegogo.com/projects/keyto-the-key-to-burning-fat-faster#/
  11. I've just been informed by Social Security that I am no longer considered disabled according to their rules and will lose all support in a couple of months. I've never worked in my life, never able to maintain a strict schedule or cope long term with the chronic pain, irritable bowel and insomnia. It always inevitably leads back into chronic depression and mania. I can do a little, but then I have to follow up with resting for a day.

    They don't have a majority of my physical issues on file from doctor's reports which is a problem, as I was considered disabled for mental issues... but they were caused by the physical issues in the first place, just haven't been able to find a doctor who understands or properly tests for them yet.

    Of course, one should expect to read such a letter on one's anniversary of baptism, amirite? (Luke 22:31) “Simon, Simon, look! Satan has demanded to have all of you to sift you as wheat.

    I just wanted to say that I love this forum and am thankful for the time I've been able to spend with everyone I've met here. ❤️Before I inevitably regress into insanity and say and do things which I will surely regret.

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    2. hatcheckgirl


      Wonderful news, Alex!!  Very happy you now have a pause in your worries, and can refocus on serving Jehovah, one day at a time.  He is very merciful to those who endure, as you are Alex - Jam 5:11

    3. Santiago2020


      God is Good. Awesome News!!!

    4. kejedo


      Dear Brother Alex, I have read your info before about being a cat lover. I am probably a Cat lover, but my allergies are so severe, I could blow up with anaphylaxis with a full time cat at home. I take daytime  RX allergy meds and can be around two cat lovin,  BStudents in the same day.


      But today, I really read some more of your info, and have to remark, that you have certainly overcome some long odds to serve Jehovah. I'm especially empathic about your reaction to fragrances. I know that many people still do not 'get' what damage they are doing to the health of others with their fragrance use. I have several lung disorders including sarcoidosis (and very small lungs due to premature birth among other things.) I can understand when you mention the physical pain fragrances cause. I can also get chemical pneumonia from the ingredients in someone's fragrance which could be deadly.  Even so-called essential oils are not necessarily chem free. 


      I am encouraged to hear that some of your financial challenges are easing up a bit. Happy Cat-urday.YS

  12. Lactose is a sugar. An 8oz glass of dairy milk is around 11g of carbohydrates. That's about 1/2 of the total carbohydrates you want in an entire day. I recommend reading some of the guides and using the calculators here: https://www.ruled.me/ketogenic-diet-food-list/
  13. That's depressing. I've grown up learning that programmers are just people who find a technical solution to address a need. 😕
  14. Some people living in tiny homes build vermicompost bins under their sinks. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vermicompost https://www.gardeningknowhow.com/composting/vermicomposting/vermiculture-under-sinks.htm https://heavy.com/garden/2018/10/kitchen-compost-bin/
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