I am going through something right now that most might consider a small matter, but it hurt me nevertheless.
These words made me cry, "
Continue forgiving one another freely. The words are not a suggestion. They are a call to imitate the One who forgives most freely of all.
Jehovah will never stop forgiving you. Will you, then, stop forgiving your brother?"
I am still crying over what happened because I didn't expect it and I didn't react or try to correct the matter on the spot. This brother, on the other hand, showed me by example how to conduct myself when we went out during the preaching work, and here, I felt like he violated me. I don't want to keep a score card. I just want to move on, but, honestly, it hurt me. It embarrassed me, and he doesn't even know how much he hurt me. I don't want to remember but I can't forget what happened. However, I honestly believe I have to let this go somehow. I don't know how, except to keep praying about it. Hopefully, one day soon Jehovah will let me see how I grew from this experience. I don't expect this to happen again (trying to be positive here).
Thank you for sharing this thought. It does give me reason to pause and reflect how much I have sinned against the Almighty, in the past, now, and I'm sure in the future, and how much patience Jehovah exercised towards me. My current inclination is to try to have a civil discussion about the matter. My guts tell me to let things ride and should something else come up again. So, for now, I'll let it ride (even with tears).
Thank you, once again.