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[Badr]

Yesterday, i took my notebook and wrote poetry..

not once.. but twice at the same day..

it's has been a very long time since the last time i wrote something..

i only write when i'm hurt the most..

like when i had no friends.. when i didn't feel my family love... and when i lost the first person I've loved.

i write to feel my pain.. to understand my pain..

when i understand it suddenly it goes away, and get replaced by something better..

i wrote about having no friends.. now i have a bunch of people who loves me and would come running to me just by phone call..

i wrote about family.. so i moved away from my own and found myself a new one ( how rare is that )

i wrote about losing my love.. and my heart healed by time and found a second love.

and because of that second love i'm writing right now..

yes you guessed it right.. she hurt me too.. and soon it will all be forgotten.. until my third love either hurt me or makes me the happiest man on earth..

i would love to write someday something about happiness...

i have a feeling it will be something good.

[coony77]

I can sympathize with you, brother. Have had similar experiences. Both with the poetry and with the content/cause to write. I wish you all the best and that you experience a reason to write about something happy as soon as possible.