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Sometimes a tender conscience can make Jehovah seem harder than he really is.
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You make a mistake. You pray about it. You try to put things right. But later, when everything gets quiet, it comes back.
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You remember what you said. What you did. Maybe the look on someone’s face.
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And you feel it all over again.
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We’ve all had moments like that. You know Jehovah is merciful. You’ve told other people that many times. But now it’s your mistake, and somehow mercy feels harder to believe.
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Then you read:
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“Rejoice, young man, while you are young, and let your heart be glad in the days of your youth. Follow the ways of your heart and go where your eyes lead you; but know that the true God will bring you into judgment for all these things.” — Ecclesiastes 11:9
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And what do you hear?
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Judgment.
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That word can become so loud that it drowns out everything Jehovah said before it.
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“Rejoice.”
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“Let your heart be glad.”
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Jehovah wants young people to enjoy life. He isn’t looking down on every laugh, every hope, or every plan. He gave us the ability to feel joy.
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But he also knows the heart.
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It can want something badly and still be wrong. The eyes can be drawn toward something that looks harmless, only to discover the pain later. So Jehovah reminds us that our choices matter. We are free to choose, but we are not free from what those choices may bring.
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That’s not Jehovah trying to take the joy out of life.
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He’s trying to keep the pain from taking it.
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But when we’ve done something wrong, the mind can take that warning and go too far with it. We start imagining Jehovah waiting to condemn us. We know he is just, but we begin to wonder whether justice is all we’re going to receive.
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Then Jesus says:
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“Continue being merciful, just as your Father is merciful.” — Luke 6:36
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Your Father is merciful.
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That matters.
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Jesus had just spoken about people who hate, curse, mistreat, and take from others. He wasn’t talking about small misunderstandings. Real wrong had been done.
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Still, he said to be merciful.
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Why?
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Because that is what our Father is like.
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Mercy does not mean that wrong suddenly becomes right. It doesn’t remove responsibility. It doesn’t mean there will never be consequences.
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Mercy simply sees more.
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Jehovah sees the mistake, but he also sees the person who made it. He knows what happened before it. He knows what you were fighting. He knows where you were weak. He knows whether you are making excuses or whether your heart is hurting because you disappointed him.
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Jehovah sees all of it.
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Sometimes we don’t.
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Guilt can become loud. It can start telling us things that sound true because they hurt.
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“I failed, so Jehovah no longer wants me.”
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That is not true. Make sure of that.
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“I’m being corrected, so Jehovah must have rejected me.”
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That isn’t true either. Correction can help us see where we went wrong and return to a safe course.
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“I still feel guilty, so Jehovah could not have forgiven me.”
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That feeling may be real. But it does not decide what Jehovah has done.
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Paul wrote:
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“Make sure of all things; hold fast to what is fine.” — 1 Thessalonians 5:21
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Paul was telling Christians not to accept everything they heard as truth. They needed to examine it. They needed to compare it with what God had already revealed.
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We need to do that with our own thoughts too.
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Not every thought that enters the heart deserves to stay there.
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Some thoughts need to be held up against Jehovah’s Word. If they make him seem cold, unwilling to forgive, or eager to reject us, something is wrong. That is not the Father Jesus described.
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So make sure.
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Then hold fast to what is fine.
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Hold on to the fact that Jehovah wants you to enjoy life.
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Hold on to the fact that your choices matter to him.
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Hold on to the fact that he is merciful.
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We need all of those truths.
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If we forget accountability, we may start treating mercy like permission to do whatever we want.
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But if we forget mercy, one mistake can leave us feeling that there is no way back.
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Jehovah gives us the balance.
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He does not say, “It doesn’t matter what you do.”
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But he does not say, “Your mistake is all I see.”
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Maybe you are still carrying something you’ve already taken to Jehovah. You have prayed about it. You’ve made changes. You’ve tried to put things right.
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Don’t let your heart make Jehovah harsher than he is.
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He is just.
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But he is also your Father.
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And your Father is merciful.