Still Looking Toward Your Light.
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[Verse 1]:
One moment looked like light, I let it in,
And lost myself before I saw the sin.
Beauty spoke louder than what I knew was right,
And I disappeared inside that hidden night.
I wore the silence like a second skin,
While something broke in me beneath my sin.
I came back home, but I was not the same,
Only falling tears could call Your name.
[Chorus]:
Jehovah, Father, You still know my heart,
Even when my world has come apart.
I don’t deserve to call You mine,
But Your mercy still calls out, “You’re still Mine.”
I lift my eyes through all my shame,
And You still whisper my name.
Hold my weary heart once more,
And lead me back to Your door.
[Verse 2]:
Years went by but the wound stayed awake,
Every breath still carried my mistake.
I wore a smile that no one could see through,
But nothing I built could ever hide from You.
The silence followed everywhere I went,
A shadow that I never could resent.
So I stepped out from the shadow I made,
And let the truth be finally displayed.
[Chorus]:
Jehovah, Father, You still know my heart,
Even when my world has come apart.
I don’t deserve to call You mine,
But Your mercy still calls out, “You’re still Mine.”
I lift my eyes through all my shame,
And You still whisper my name.
Hold my weary heart once more,
And lead me back to Your door.
[Verse 3]:
Now I walk with a heavier soul,
Still learning how to let it go and be whole.
Memories rise like waves in the night,
Pulling me back from the edge of light.
I cannot change what lies behind,
But I still reach for peace of mind.
If all I have is one more prayer,
I trust You’ll meet me there.
[Chorus]:
Jehovah, Father, You still know my heart,
Even when my world has come apart.
I don’t deserve to call You mine,
But Your mercy still calls out, “You’re still Mine.”
I lift my eyes through all my shame,
And You still whisper my name.
Hold my weary heart once more,
And lead me back to Your door.
[Bridge]:
I know You are not far away,
But my heart forgets each day.
If forgiveness has already been shown,
Why does my heart still feel alone?
Still deeper than the pain I know,
Your mercy continues to grow.
Teach me to believe what is true,
That I am still held by You.
[Final Chorus]:
Jehovah, Father, You are my song,
Even when I feel so wrong.
Your faithful love has carried me,
Far beyond what I can see.
I lay my tears before Your side,
And You will never turn aside.
Until the day my heart is whole,
Your love remains the breath of my soul.
Still Looking Toward Your Light.mp3